It’s 1:30 in the morning and I can not sleep. I miss you so damn much. I see you every where. I can not stop thinking about you. I think it’s because I was in Marblehead tonight and I went by where you use to live. I was not sure where I was going but when I hit the little shopping area by your condo I instantly knew where I was and my heart started to pound. I miss you and sometimes it hurts so much it takes me breath away. I am so tired but I can not sleep. I thought because I was missing you so much I was brave enough to listen to your saved voice mail. I was wrong. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.